Joanne Holly

Private Practice 5.08/5.09

Vi and Pete, noooooo! You’re my fav OTP, don’t do this! an excellent episode,

I cried my eyes out. now I’m gonna quote the whole 125 minutes. the scene where Addie slaps Amelia. genius. but Amelia being mean to everyone, absolute best. and Jake, I love you. You’re a really descent guy, You want to be with Addie, you have my blessing. Go kick Sam’s ass.

‘…if I stay clean. And if you stay clean, u can do and be anything you want. All right? You’re beautiful.Inside n out, you are beautiful.’
‘Don’t do drugs.’ ‘The first time I got sober, I was about your age.I became a doctor n I’ve saved a lot of lives n I am gonna save more…’

‘I’ll be the one who leaves.’

‘…me to leave and I will. I’ll do that for you, for us. I do love you. I still love you. But I don’t want this for us. I’ll let you out.’

‘…leaves,so I’ll leave you.If u can’t do it but that’s really what u want, if you don’t love me, If you don’t love me anymore,then ask…’

‘…what. But I don’t want that.That is no life for me or for Lucas. And I know you are more comfortable sticking than being the guy who…’

‘…to be Anna.And I know we took vows, n I know u pride yourself on sticking to your word.I know u’ll stay, Pete. You’ll stay no matter…’

‘I don’t want to be Anna.Your wife.Your first wife.You hated her, but you stuck. I don’t want u to hate me but stick anyway.I don’t want…’
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‘…unlike you, who’s got your mom and me and your friends, he doesn’t have anybody. Do you understand?’
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‘…been scared, but I knew u were safe. I knew you were okay.But I wasn’t so sure bout Toby. He needed a procedure to save his life and…’
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‘…game, but…I’m a doctor for kids, u know, like you. And sometimes, those kids need me when they’re really sick.I know you must have…’
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‘I know you’re mad at me because I missed the play. And I would love to tell u that I’m never gonna miss another school play or a soccer…’
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‘I know u’re mad at me because I missed the play.N I would love to tell u that I’m never gonna miss another school play or a soccer game…’
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‘I can’t take it back,but I’m gonna try to move forward n I’m going to try to do better. I’m gonna try to never hurt any of you ever again.’
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‘…sitting here now. And I hope that you believe me when I say how sorry I am. I hope you can forgive me. I hope I can forgive myself.’
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‘…things are not me.They’re not the real me.The real me is the person that you knew before the drugs.The real me is the person that is…’
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‘I don’t know. But I know that with me…the drugs bring out lies.They bring out hate n they bring our cruelty n viciousness, and those…’
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‘…could go back n undo…The drugs, some people think dat alcohol n drugs bring out the truth.N maybe that’s the case with normal people.’
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‘I wanted to hurt you. I was trying to hurt you. And I think I succeeded. And if I could change that, if I could go back and unsay, if I…’
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‘I don’t know how to apologize. I want to take back everything I said. I know I can’t. I was sick and I was scared and I didn’t mean…’
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‘Strong families are essential components of successful recovery plans.In this case, Amelia has named all of you as her family.’
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‘…cause I couldn’t find your face.Everyone noticed.They all laughed at me.’ ‘Oh,buddy.’ ‘Just leave me alone,Cooper.’ that broke my heart.
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‘Mason, I am really, really sorry.’ ‘You promised you’d b there in d front row.’ ‘I know. Something happened at work.’ ‘I forgot my line…’
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‘And then I thought…That means I have another 25 years with Violet. I don’t know if I want that.’ nooo!
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‘You told me I had another 25 years n d first thing I thought was, I might actually be able to dance at my son’s wedding. It made me happy.’
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‘…face everyone. And, I mean, honestly, Sheldon, I can barely even look at you.’
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‘…I don’t know where I go from here. I know I’m supposed to try to make amends, but I’m not there. I’m not ready. I don’t know how to…’
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‘Where do I go from here? I built this life with all of u, with the practice n then I burned it down. So when I have to leave this place…’
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‘Why don’t you hate me? After the things I said, you should hate me.’ ‘I don’t know how to hate you. I couldn’t if I tried.’
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‘Don’t use drugs.’ ‘Let your friends in.’
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‘…here together.’ ‘What if I can’t find you in the audience?’ ‘You’ll be able to find me, because I will be sitting in the front row.’
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‘What if I get nervous and forget my line?’ ‘All u have to do is look at me n it’ll feel just like it does right now, just the two of us…’
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‘…gonna make it. And I need you to make it. I know you loved him. And I know he loved u. But he took the drugs himself…Now I can leave.’
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‘You didn’t make him take them. He took them himself.U gotta get that.Before I leave here,u have to get that, cause if u don’t, u’re not…’
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‘You don’t know what d hell u’re talking about. U’re a child, n you need to shut up.’ ‘U didn’t kill him, okay? He took the drugs himself.’
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‘U didn’t kill Ryan.U didn’t kill him.U might have wrote the prescriptions,but he took the drugs himself. N that guilt?That’s gonna kill u.’
‘It’s not real. Staying sober here is like feeling happy at Disneyland. It’s easy. You gotta go out there to see what you really got here.’
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‘For some reason, I’m vaguely comfortable with the dark.’
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‘Pete looks relieved every time I leave the house.Doesn’t stop me from coming home.’ ‘That is dark. Are you aware of how dark that sounds?’
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‘I’m gonna shoot Mason’s school play.’ ‘Which isn’t for three weeks. Hopefully Spielberg here can get the camera working by then.’
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‘No one comes to visit me. You should let your friends in.’ ‘You’re my friend.’ ‘I’m 18.’ ‘So?’
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‘Who’s Sheldon?’ ‘He’s a friend.’ ‘Then why won’t u let him in?’ ‘I said some things. I hurt some people.’ ‘But they still come to visit u.’
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‘It’s gonna get worse before it gets better. But I swear, it gets better. Okay?’
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‘…happens to your kid.They could still end up in staggering amount of pain, in rehab, fighting for their life.’
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‘Amelia’s mom, she’s as good as it gets and it’s hard to fathom that you can do everything right, and you still can’t control what…’
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‘Ma’am, is there anyone you want me to call?’ ‘Call Dr. Addison Forbes Montgomery. Tell her I said I’m ready to go to rehab.’
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‘Two guys shot my dad for his watch. I’ve never told anyone that before.’
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‘Four kids. Two boys, two girls. U can’t die, because we’re getting clean n we’re having a family. Don’t touch him! We’re getting married.’
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Dexter got renewed for 2 more seasons. They already know there are going to be 2 more?
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‘Please…Stay.’ ‘Sheldon…I will never love you back. You get that, right?’ that fucking broke my heart, nooo, poor Sheldon!
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‘…tell that story. You do not ever tell that story. You ever tell that story to anyone…And I will kill you with my bare hands.’
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‘That is not your story! He was not your dad! He was my dad! You shut your mouth! Shut up, you stupid, ignorant monster bitch! U do not…’
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‘…not, n u know it’s not, Sam. Amelia?Two guys came into her father’s store when she was 5 year…’ ‘Shut up! You do not tell that story!’
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‘…It’s a watch.’ ‘Amelia.’ ‘My mom gave it to my dad for their anniversary one year.’ ‘That is not the significance.’ ‘Addison.’ It’s…’
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‘…this. You took this from your mother? Do you know how that’s gonna make her feel?’ ‘What is the significance of the watch?’ ‘Nothing…’
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‘Maybe just give her a little bit of space.’ ‘This is none of your business! I am speaking to mysister!’ ‘I’m not your sister.’ ‘Look at…’
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‘You gave him your father’s watch? Amelia, Amelia, look at me.’ ‘It’s his engagement present.’ ‘It’s your father’s watch.’ ‘Leave me alone.’
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‘…can help anyone who wants to get sober.’ ‘He didn’t say he wants to get sober.’
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‘Sheldon, back me up.’ ‘Okay, I just think we need to discuss this before…’ ‘I think what Violet n Lenny said is right. I believe we…’
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‘…for Amelia. I know, n she will do better if d person she loves is also in d program, is getting sober as well. There’s studies on this.’
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‘…want to get sober,we’ll help u, too.’ ‘No,no, we won’t.’ ‘Yes,we will, if that’s what it takes.’ ‘No, our commitment, our concern is…’
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‘You need to go.He’s gotta go.Leave.Now.’ ‘You realize, u’ll never get sober if u stay with him, ever.’ ‘As a matter of fact, Ryan, if u…’
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‘Will you come, too?’ ‘I’ll come see you every day. I’ll… I will. I’ll be there. I’ll be there. Yeah, I will.’ aaa! he loves her so much!
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‘I know u can.We’ll help u. I’ll help u. Amelia,please.There’s a great rehab facility.They’ve a bed waiting for u. It’s right near d ocean.’
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‘…clean and sober…then u can start over again. A clean slate.’ ‘That sounds nice, but I don’t think I can do it.’ ‘Oh, u can. You can.’
‘I’m listening.What Charlotte said was very beautiful…And real. And I worry about that. I do.’ ‘Just give us 30days…30 days to get u…’
‘…or laugh…But you don’t come back.’ ‘Okay, I gotta ask. What is the point of this now? She’s so high, she can’t even listen to us.’
‘But u can’t give that mother back her child or that husband back his wife.You walk n you talk n you breathe n sometimes you even smile…’
‘Maybe u get sober…But u don’t come back. Uspend every day trying to b a better person, trying to save a life, trying to make it right…
‘…wheel of a car…You’re gonna kill someone, Amelia.That’s where this goes. And when u do…When u do that, u don’t come back from it…’
‘Sure as I’m sitting here, if u keep up at this, u’re gonna kill someone. You’re gonna walk into some O.R., you’re gonna get behind the…’
‘…Show them who you really are. Or don’t do the drugs at all, and show them who you want to be. It’s your choice.’
‘Thank u, Addison.’ ‘Oh, no. Here.’ ‘What?’ ‘You want to do your drugs, you do ’em here, in front of all these people who care about you…’
‘Addison, we talked bout this. Absolutelynot.’ ‘What d hell r u thinking?’ ‘She’s thinking dat Amelia’s in trouble n if we let her leave…’
‘That’s my girl. Gotta love that woman of yours, Sam. Of course, we all know you can’t commit, so maybe you don’t gotta, but I do.’
‘…it away like this. Everybody here has been through hell and back…Pete, Violet, Charlotte. We’re not using.’ ‘I swear to God, Sam…’
‘You have a tough life? Everybody’s life’s tough. Life comes with pain. Sometimes that pain’s unthinkable, but that’s no excuse to throw…’
‘…it means me giving her some oxy so she can shut up and listen, great. Fine. I’ll be her drug dealer. I just want her back.’
‘We were closer than sisters. Now she’s…That used to be Amelia Shepherd. That used to be someone that I love n I want her back. And if…’

‘…did her hair for her for prom, and I told her all about birth control when she didn’t know who to ask, and we were sisters, you know?’

‘Yeah, because the only thing you’re more addicted to than booze is having a baby, which is sad, because, hell, you’re friggin’ barren.’

‘…about your alcoholism?’ ‘I don’t have a problem. That’s the difference here. I don’t need to drink. I haven’t had a drink in months.’

‘You down a bottle of wine with every meal. U drink when you’re happy n when u’re sad n when it’s Tuesday. Should we do an intervention…’

‘…neuro fellowship. So now I wanted to have some fun. I made a mistake, and now I’m fine. I would think you’d get that.’

‘Addison, I got sober young. And then I spent the bulk of my 20s in a library, studying my ass off…college, med school, residency…’
‘…call the police on you.’ ‘And tell them what?’ ‘And tell them you’ve been writing prescriptions for your own personal drug use.’

‘Amelia, get off the elevator. If u don’t get off the elevator, I will fire you.’ ‘Then I quit.’ ‘Amelia, get off the elevator, or I’ll…’

‘An intervention? An intervention? I’ve patients to see.’ ‘There are no patients coming today.Today is about u.’ ‘Are u freaking kidding me?One of you…one of u is supposed to have the guts to speak up. One of you has to have the balls to say something to me. Do u? Any of u?!’

‘Coop.’ ‘Yeah.’ ‘Come take these from me, please.’

10/10

Desperate Housewives 8.08

noooo Bree! Put this thing down!

‘U’re clever! Creating a scene like a crazy artist! Genius! Keep it up, Keep it up! I’m gonna grab a photographer. The crazier, the better!’

‘Mrs Delfino, you are officially sold out. Thanks to this lovely lesbian couple.’ best line.

‘There comes a time when we must expose our weaknesses. When our secrets can no longer remain private. When our solitude can no longer be denied. When our pain can no longer be ignored. But sometimes we feel so alone that a weakness we thought we’d overcome suddenly becomes to strong to fight.

‘I never wanted people to see these paintings. I feel miserable.’ ‘Then congratulations, you’re finally an artist.’

Brilliant episode.

9/10

American Horror Story 1.07

8/10

Revenge 1.07

‘The past is a tricky thing. Sometimes it’s etched in stone. And other times, it’s rendered in soft memories. But if you meddle too long in deep, dark things…Who knows what monsters you’ll awaken?’

8/10

The Slap

Good, it’s just that I don’t like Aisha.

8/10

Bones 7.03

Did not like it, I don’t know why this season is worse than all previous ones.

7/10

Suburgatory 1.07

It was bad in general but I almost cried at the end

7/10

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